I’m so sad

Lauren • Nz Mamma of 2 girls Earthside and 4 👼. Due July 7 2020 with hopefully baby #3

I got the letter today to say that my baby is ready to be collected from the mortuary after my MMC that needed a D&C and I opted for testing before I took baby home. I’m still so heartbroken and it’s making it all so raw again. :(