Unfathomable loss

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I have heard many women talk about miscarriage. I never knew this kind of pain. I went in for an emergency ultrasound yesterday and when the doctor called I was so incredibly broken. At 8wks 5 days our baby was the size of a 6wk 5day baby and didnt have a heartbeat. I feel so lost. I am trying to be strong for my husband and our almost 11 month old. I never thought this would be me. I don't think I could ever prepare for this. My heart is so broken and a friend said it the best, this is an unfathomable loss. I wish love to all the women who have gone through or are going through this. Try to be kind to yourself and i hope you find your way to healing.