Baby #2

Aee

Im hoping this is the right group to post this, im not sure. But, has anyone else been scared to ttc baby #2?? Like to "start over"..? I have a 5 year old and hes a pretty easy, independent kiddo. I dont know why im so nervous to start over. My husband and I would both love another one (my first isnt his biological kid, but hes been 'dad' since my son was like 4 mo old) ...i just feel like my nervousness has put us trying off month after month. Im not sure if this is even normal to feel this way, but has anyone else gone through this?