So I open the mailbox and this was in there this evening...

so I was upset obviously cause our son Layne was due Aug 31 and we lost him March 6 due to trisomy 18... this week I have just been more upset and crying more I think cause it is getting closer to August... so after talking to my family we have decided it is our sign that hopefully this will be the month I get a BFP... trying to turn it positive and make me feel better

Then while I was making dinner it was thunderstorming and it ended and I went outside and there was a rainbow... I really hope these are some positive signs... I'm supposed to ovulate this weekend