I’m not a new mommy I have 4 grown children the youngest turning 19 in August. So how why am I here?well I am in a good healthy relationship with a gentleman that has never had his own children he has been a step farther and raised the girls like they were his own they are grown now to. But we want our own, I have done a lot of reading and research about the opportunity for us to conceive and from what I read chances are not good because of that’s right my age. I’ve started taken prenatal vitamins and fertility support supplements I’ve lost weight and I eat a good diet. But nothing I’ve read has been positive that I’m in a good position to even try. We have talked about it and we are happy we both want to try but how do I not take it personal if I’m unable to conceive? I’m happy with only having him if that’s what the Lord choses but to have a piece of him would be even better.