I Feel Stuck

I’ll be 12 weeks pregnant tomorrow and I’m considering an abortion. The person I’m pregnant by me and him have never been in a relationship we were always good friends who had good sex and kept in touch. He recently came home from jail this year and I had gotten pregnant as soon as he came home. Ever since I told him I was pregnant things took a turn for the worst. He hasn’t been the same and neither have I. We barley speak he doesn’t show any signs of support so I feel like this is the best decision for me. I just don’t want to feel bad for putting myself first.