We have had issues this entire pregnancy with my hospital checklists and rules. Now that we did everything they wanted on their checklist our C-section that was supposed to be today got bumped to next Tuesday.

My doctor has been wonderful and on our side but the hospital just cares about there money. And not the patient well being.

So I have a 9lb baby whose head is to big to fit past my pelvic bone so by next Tuesday we will most likely have a 10lb baby. I am currently 39 weeks and they want to wait a day before I am 40 weeks.

I am so over the swelling all over my body making my arms/hands numb, over the pregnancy carpel tunnel in both wrists, over the pupps on my many and deep stretch marks.

I just want my baby boy in my arms!!!!! 😭😭😭😭

Thanks for reading my rant, I feel really defeated after we got the news and definitely cried my eyes out of frustration of feeling like I have no control over the say of my rights with medical for my body and baby.