Finally closure

So today I had a D&C done since I wasn't passing the tissues from the fetus. Part of me is sad but not hurt like I was with the last two. I braced myself. Sometimes you have this instinct something is wrong and I had that for a few weeks. So when I started cramping and then bleeding I knew before I went to the Dr. The Dr was more upset about it then me. I'm ok. Just want answers at this point. And since this is my 3rd loss in a year I'm not going to try for a few months. The D&C gave me closure and stopped all the bleeding so I'm happy about that. I go back in 2 weeks for follow up and talk about the next steps of what will be done and all that. Maybe in 6 months I will be ready to try again. Right now until I can find some answers I don't want to go threw the hopes of being pregnant and loosing again. So I'm ok surprisingly. Its really crazy. I hope everyone is ok.