I think the worst part about what I’m feeling is knowing that my bestfriend could betray me like this.

My wife and I have been together 10years. Started dating when I was 17 and have never broken up, I followed state to state for schools, jobs, adventure. We’ve never been apart longer than 2weeks until she joined the military in January.

Now I found out she cheated on me with some other girl in basic training and has been keeping in contact with her since then.

I’m so crushed. I’m her wife. When did that stop meaning something. I feel like I could die. We have been planning for a child. We still laugh and do things and have amazing sex. I didn’t even know she could be interested in anyone else.

She’s my world. Idk what to think, I just don’t wanna be here anymore.