I think I am in a emotionally abusive relationship.

My boyfriend simply does not understand why things are important to me even after I take hours explaining it. He can STILL look me in the face and say “you’re just mad about XYZ”. Which then makes me question everything about myself and why I am even upset in the first place. I shouldn’t haven’t to question my feelings, right? If I am wrong and say the sky is pink when it’s really magenta then fine. I will move on. If it is not valid to him or if he does not feel it is significant enough, he will completely disregard it.

But tells me I am the love of his life and he wants to marry me.

What do I do :(