First Miscarriage Pain

I’m not posting this for advice or anything.

I just want to say I now know the pain that a mom carries that lost a child. This was my first pregnancy. The excitement and plans I made in one week of knowing just shattered to pieces yesterday.

This pain is unimaginable and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I will say this though. After I stop and the pain is less intense I will find purpose in losing my first child. I won’t let his/her life be lost in vain. God has purpose for this loss and I will do my part to bring it pass.

I encourage every angel mom reading this to cry your tears. Get angry. Scream if you have to. Don’t apologize for your feelings. Don’t try to rationalize your pain with others. Don’t apologize for feeling the way you do even though it has been days, months, or even years.

Take Comfort in knowing that even your in your pain and turmoil God has a plan. Yes, He knows you would prefer to have your baby here with you now, but there is purpose in pain. Find a way to channel your pain into encouragement or inspiration for others. This situation didn’t happen to you it happen for you. All things work together for the good of those who love the Lord.

I know everyone won’t receive my words and that is okay, but as long as one person is encouraged I know my baby has helped someone.

We may not know each other, but this commonality has bonded us women together forever. Love you and I pray God’s continuous peace, love, joy, and strength over each and every one of you. 🌈

*Excuse any typos. I’ll go back later and fix them.