Feeling broken

Shell

Mega heartbroken, been ttc 3 and a half years, been told I've a blocked right tube and our only way of conceiving is <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> as they dont know if my left 1 was working or not.I'm 2days late for period and took a test this morning which had a faint positive 3mins in, by the time I got back from work and looked it had darkened. Went and bought another test all giddy thinking this was it since I had a line within 3mins this morning, took the test and it's a BFN even after holding my wee for hours. I've had a few people tell me they had false positives with the same brand too. It even has colour which got my Hope's up more. I dont think this is ever going to happen for us naturally :(