To Let Go

We were such good friends. What happened? We became roommates and I saw your true colors. You talk about me behind my back, ignore me in person, and then get upset when you hear me say that I feel like you don’t care about me. Don’t slam your door. Stop sobbing. don’t gossip about me to others. You are only proving my point. you don’t care and you know it. Don’t tell me you do. Your actions speak louder than your words. You were going to help plan my bridal shower, you didn’t. You were going to help me move, you didn’t. You won’t even come to my wedding. Every time I speak you try to one up me.. why do you think we are in a competition? No! I’m not doing this. When was the last time you asked me how I am? How I am doing? I know everything that is happening in your life because I cared. I asked, I listened, I cared. I planned your proposal, even down to the words he said. You loved it, it was perfect. I helped you get an apartment, helped you pick a dress, helped you plan your honeymoon. Because I cared. I’m sorry you did not want to hear how I felt, but that is how I feel. I am happy that you left. I am. Im tired of the drama and if you truly cared about me, you would have tried to make it better than shut me out and move out. I have your wedding gift. It’s engraved, I knew you would like it. It will be on your doorstep, goodbye.