Hard... to believe

I’m trying to be positive about finding out I’m pregnant. My brain and body is just still trying to wrap around the idea. We’ve wanted this but am I ready? When will u ever be ready... my body is confused and it’s only been 6 weeks. I’m exhausted and trying not to throw up. I feel like my life is out of control as in not really for a baby like I wanna have this and that done but I know it’s wayyyyyy early.

My head is just in a world wind of everything!

Please tell me I’m not the only one that feels/ felt like this I feel so alone in all this. Even tho I do have my hub and family. Just what it feels like.