I’m just looking for somewhere to cry where no one knows me to where I can be embarrassed or ashamed of what I’m writing i just feel like nothing is going ok and feel so alone sad so severely depressed and hurt but still I try to put that smile 🙂on my face like nothing is going on I keep pushing forward and try to not think about the negative things going around me but it’s so hard just trying to stay afloat...... relationship is not so good, trying to find new job praying don’t get evicted and most of all trying to protect my 14&15year olds from it all and keeping everything to myself can’t talk to family they only judge and I don’t have ANY friends.

Thanks for letting me get this out some

sorry so long