I had sex, like 2 months ago and me and the guy had an arrangement. I am normally Uber safe due to my anxiety and he was very good in terms of getting tested etc. ANYWAY, we do be deed, no condom, pull out method.

I obviously went to get the morning after pill the next day. I had a period that month but no period for about 2 months. I took a pregnancy test etc I still worried 😫

It has literally just arrived! I never knew I’d miss it, my worrying got to the point that I was googling ‘early menopause’. I’ve spent so much time hating having to have a period every month. From the mess it is to the clock block it can become but boy when I researched early menopause I realised how much of a blessing it is to still have the chance to procreate even though I DEFINITELY didn’t want to be pregnant in that moment.

Coming from a person who is normally so safe sexually and took a chance 🤦🏾‍♀️boy I’m so happy it’s here 🎉 and no not doing that again with a fwb.