I lost my baby today... I’m completely shattered and heartbroken. 10 weeks and no heart beat.... why? Why did this happen? I didn’t want this. I wanted my baby... next week I was gonna find out if it was a girl or boy... and now I’ll never know. I didn’t even get to give you a name.. I’m so so sorry. I had so much plans for us, for you and your big brother. He would’ve loved you so so much. I can’t wait to meet you. I’m sorry we didn’t get to meet here.

I have my D&C tomorrow and I’m not ready to really say good bye and have to except that this was our fate. I didn’t want this God I didn’t want this...