I buried her today (trigger warning)

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I picked her up up from the hospital mortuary this morning and I just fell apart. A box smaller than my hand was handed to me. I signed for it through teary eyes. I looked at the box and I held the box and wasn't sure I was truly ready to say goodbye. She was my baby that I lost due to a MMC at 10weeks and after having her tested we discovered that she was chromosomally fine and was a little girl.

I don't know if this is the right place for this and we are going to try again but I just want to share the memory of Anahera Phillip's