So I had sex for the first time ever yesterday.... In my personal experience I was pain 😂 and a bit of discomfort. Later on, (what I assume) the lust hit me hard, and it felt ok...... although I was very unsatisfied. My partner however wouldn’t stop, and endured going on for hours just because he wanted me to be satisfied (obviously with breaks in between, at some point we cuddled stark naked for a long ass time..) and even tried different locations and plenty of positions. But what got my heart all soft like melted cheese and such was that he would cradle me and kiss me, and just look at me like he was a little kid who got the toy he really wanted for Christmas. He spent 3 hours of his time, making me feel loved. And I tried my best to make it feel for him, but being inexperienced.... I had no clue. I’m just very happy, and don’t regret giving him my virginity or anything. And I’m even more ecstatic about the fact that he told me he enjoyed it all, but loved even more the moments where we just talked and cuddled. I’m also thankful, that our relationship is based on communication because i let him know if things, and he lets me know of things and we both learn from the situations or fix stuff up together.

Even before I decided to have intercourse with him, he always made sure I was okay with things. He talks to me a lot. We’re constantly on calls and texts almost 24/7. Especially about things that we found funny or random events that unexpectedly happen, or rants about random moments.

Also, He gets shy when I tease him, or when I compliment him. And he strangely enough likes my shyness when he goes in to kiss me. I like hugging him, and he lives for it. And we’re both just there for each other in general.

Oh and he likes cats! And dogs! (Although I have deathly irrational fear to dogs, I still like them.) and he just likes kids and taking care of kids and animals. And they all seem to like him back too.

He protects me as well 😫, calls me his princess from time to time (mainly when I’m being all tough and stuff, and we both know I’ll shy away later).

But what also has me emotional and all, was that while we had sex, and stopped for those random cuddle breaks...he mumbled on how he wanted to be to be with me forever. I hummed in reply and asked him what’d he say. And he looked at me in an expression of full content and said “nothing.” And I replied with “oh” and he pulled me against him, and hurried his head in my shoulder and whispered “I love you”. And I couldn’t stop smiling.

What do you guys think? A keeper? 😂 or nah? Cuz to me he’s definitely a keeper 😂