Hey everyone I'm currently 6 weeks pregnant today and had my 1st daughter 10 years ago. I've always had a mommy tummy and never completely got rid of it I had a c section and gained 75 pounds during my 1st pregnancy and gave birth at 226lbs, the smallest ive ever been since then is probably 170 I'm 194 right now and I just feel like I look so fat and unattractive before I got pregnant I was still big but I would wear regular bikini top for the 1st time in my life because I was just feeling good about myself and I didn't care what people thought anymore and now I just feel like a cow and I don't know how to make this feeling go away I'm not gonna show for a long time because of how fat I am I feel and as I'm typing this I'm crying so please give me some encouragement