And I’m terrified for what’s to come

I’ve been spotting and bleeding for two weeks but nothing substantial except one clot has passed so I decided to follow the recommendation of my midwife and just take the pills. I wanted to do this naturally but I couldn’t take it anymore

The waiting

The forever bleeding without any tissue actually passing to show me it’s going okay

I read all your stories for those that answered my questions about their experiences with this drug. The excruciating pain and heavy bleeding. I’m prepared. I’ve got an adult diaper on and have pads and diapers on deck.800mg ibuprofen I was prescribed by my midwife. I need to just get this over with and heal.

But I’m so scared

I’m home alone

My husband is out of state

I’m 11w4days but my baby stopped growing at 6

I have no friends or family around

This sucks