Is anyone else dealing with a complete terror? 😭

Within the past week my sweet baby has turned into a mean monster. She shouts at me all the time (in her baby gibberish), hits, screams, kicks. She won't willingly go to anyone else but me, not even my husband, but then she's so mean to me. She screams for me to pick her up, but when I do she kicks and shouts at me and then either hits or squeezes my chest. She kicks and thrashes during diaper changes, she hits my face away from her, she yells and throws her toys. I have no idea what to do. I redirect her, I tell her no, I (gently) hold her legs in place to stop her from kicking me, but she still screams these mean, angry screams. I tell ger "shh" and "not nice" but that obviously doesn't stop her.

It's honestly hurting my feelings and breaking my heart. Please tell me I'm not the only one dealing with this.