Ectopic pregnancy October 2016 and my son passed away 1/23/2018 forever 3 years old. I know he’s guarding us up in heaven. She was born June 15th. We both almost died during delivery. I almost died very similar to the way he passed. My son had fallen and hit his head and while they were resuscitating him his lungs filled with fluid and they couldn’t get oxygen to his heart and brain. During my delivery I had a very terribly wrong failed induction where the cord was wrapped around her neck for two days as they tried to continue induction without knowing what was causing her heart rate to drop. C section was inevitable but my body wasn’t handling the medicine properly and I had to be put to sleep. My lungs were filling with fluid for some reason and they had to put me on a ventilator and that’s how I woke up. I begged them to take the ventilator out for hours after I woke up. This is the first picture I have holding my rainbow baby and a picture from yesterday and a picture of my beautiful guardian angel.