I struggled with Anorexia throw out middle school. I finally got help my junior year in high school. I was pretty much recovered but I still had times where I relapse. I was in the relapsing part of my recovery when I found out I was pregnant. I had a few set backs during pregnancy but I ate. During the end of it I was so hungry. I gained a significant amount of weight during. Postpartum I lost weight breastfeeding and not really eating but I’m 7 months postpartum now. But I’m been bingeing, over eating, and hiding it from my husband.

Maybe I’m not bingeing though. I tend not to eat in the morning. I feel like I’m eating a lot throughout the day. Maybe I feel like I’m bingeing because of what I’m eating.

I had a whole pack of shareable m&ms donut holes, and chips

I don’t know. I definitely want to lose weight and become a healthier person but I just crave sweets and sugar so much

I don’t want to have low self esteem anymore. I want to have a healthy relationship with food. I don’t want to teach my daughter any of this. I want to overcome it all to teach her better. And to just be happier for her and our family