Wishing I could breast feed 😢

Mina`sMommy

So I’m currently 33 days postpartum and I struggled to get my milk to come in when I had my daughter 6/17/19 which is my third baby. My milk came about 3 days after giving birth and while in the hospital I had my husband look for my electric breast pump that I know I had him pack when we moved a few months back. Low and behold the pump is missing and with me being out on maternity leave I cannot afford another one. I may be out of work for longer than I thought due to post op complications. I’m not able to breast feed with her latching because she became use to the bottle in the 3 days it took for my milk to come in which makes that not an option for me... I tried with my first daughter to get the free one I saw advertised but was denied. I know she is growing just fine off formula and she is still getting her needed nutrients it is just really sucky I can’t do this my way being this was my last pregnancy, I got my tubes tied (burned) due to health reasons. I’m going to give it another shot with the free pump ad but if there are any other alternatives PLEASE let me know!!!