What do I do?

Montana • ♡ArmyWife♡ My soldier has my heart♡ TTC for baby #1☆ Hopefully soon!!!

So my husband whom I’ve been married to for 2 years and been together for 4 years has opening told me he was cheating with n me while he was deployed (he’s active duty army) and I don’t know how to feel about it he said it wasn’t physically because the two girls were here in Kansas however he was talking to them sexually and he told one girl that “he knew how it feels to want to be with someone you have feelings for but can’t have”! What do I do with this! I can’t stand the hurt or the lies anymore however I also don’t want to loose him! I’ve been threw a lot with him! I need help