But I need feedback. I really feel like this is abuse. And this isn't the first time, its just from today.

I met with my friend to do new born pics of my baby.

I told him I was going to in person.

He was out when I left so we were gone when he returned.

I don't really use my phone now that my baby is here, he knows that. I threw it in my bag and once we got started on pics, I didn't bother bringing it out.

When I had a free moment, I pulled it out, and these were the texts he sent.

He also treats me like this in person, hes condescending, he starts fights and calls me names.

When we're not fighting he will tell me how lucky he is to have me, how I'm a wonderful mother, how he couldn't be happier.

But then if theres an argument, I'm a shitty significant other, hes unhappy, and of course name calling.

I was attempting to get away from him. He has a domestic battery felony because he got physical with me 9 months ago. According to PD, its a civic issue if I want to kick him out... so I'll have to leave and now that I have a newborn, its SO much harder.

I'm genuinely afraid of being around him, TERRIFIED of leaving him with the baby for any length of time, I'm constantly anxious, I just want to know, is how he was texting me wrong, or is it my fault because I didn't respond??