Postpartum depression

ka

I will be 3 months postpartum in 2 days and this past week ive noticed PPD creeping in. I thought i was in the clear cuz i did so good after i had my baby.

Im in denial cuz i know its PPD but i dont want to believe im actually struggling with it. I try to just mask it and get over it but its so hard. I dont have a very supportive husband so its hard. I never have a minute to myself cuz he never takes the baby and i love my son so so much but i think every new momma needs a couple minutes here and there to just decompress....right? Or is it just me? 😕 i feel like im failing as a mom already 😪