Ok long story short. I had my son Aug 2018. My husband and I would have sex after I healed and what not but not birth control just pulling out. Well I got pregnant in Jan and lost it. Ok got on the pill after and was on it for a month In a half and used condoms and I got pregnant again this time I had an abortion. I am also diagnosed with thyroid and take medicine for it.

Bled the whole month of April and finally got my period back in June and started my pill again. Ok Father’s Day we had sex with a condom and he even pulled out when he climaxed. Ok that was fine I got my period a few days later (light because of the pill) now a month in a half later we just had sex again and I allowed him to stay inside. Idk I feel weird now after. The sex was great he’s my husband of 2 in a half years, 5 in a half years all together and our son 1 next month. I feel like I shouldn’t of had sex like it’s a bad thing. I’m scared too. Idk just needing to vent and I hope the pill works this time and I’ve been faithful taking it too. Why do I feel this way though?