Started the Pill and now...

Hey everyone,

I started the pill a week and a half ago and my emotions are running wild. I feel crazy I literally cried so much today as if someone close to me passed away and made my boyfriend feel uncomfortable because of how I didn't want to be touched. I feel like I need to talk my women's health doctor, but I'm not sure how to explain to her that it's the pill, any suggestions on how to explain these feelings to my doctor and how I can explain the distance between me and my man. Also how can I buckle down my emotions while in public.