I had a stillborn in April at 38 weeks and 3 days. He was so close and the doctor's never found out why.

I had a full cycle and then we tried again. In june I was late 2 weeks and some change before i tested, giving my body time, cuz it could be my cycle wasnt back on track or whatever. I have tested in may to make sure that a negative came up so i knew if i got a positive later that it wasnt left over hormones.

I tested and got a positive, im not telling any family until i start to show, my Fiance agrees.

Im highly worried because in june( around the time i beleive i became pregnant) i had 2 surgeries in the same day, both involving putting me under. I had a scope for my pancreatitis cysts caused by my gallstones, and i had my gallbladder removed.

I thought they had to test to make sure i wasnt pregnant before that, but also i would have been about a week or 2 pregnant at this time so would it show up with blood tests?(some thinking on paper right there sorry)

Anyway im pregnant, i have an appointment next week(my doctor couldn't see me any sooner, its a small clinic) and i have been worrying so much about the surgery and just the pregnancy in general.

I don't want to assume the worst and just be so doom and gloom for all of it, buy i also dont want to gey too hopeful. I haven't had spotting or any cramps, some morning sickness (not a lot tho just enough to know that's what it is)...at this point im rambling im sorry guys if you made it this far Thankyou. This was just mainly an outlet.