Last year in December, I was pregnant. It was one of those moments where I was amazed it could even happen due to my medical issues, but sad because I knew I would not be able to continue with the pregnancy. After a few days, my partner and I decided that it would be best to terminate and try again when I was more stable.It was devastating. Through that experience, I told my best friend at the time. She wasn't the most supportive in the beginning, but she tried harder at the end. After everything was done, I needed space and time to heal. We were friends for almost four years, until she told my mom about the termination. My mother and I had a complicated relationship at the time, and I didn't want to tell her, or my boyfriend's family. My former best friend and I were fighting at the time because I needed space from her since I felt that she couldn't understand my headspace and be supportive. My partner told her that I just needed a few days to be alone, but she was furious and ended communication with us. She's close to my mom, so she was telling her about our fight and I guess it slipped out. My mom thought it was intentional. It created a weird space for us, but eventually my mom and I moved on and now we're a lot better. So now, I miss my best friend. I don't know if I should become friends with her or not since, I still don't know if I can fully trust her. This was someone who I considered a sister and I told everything to. Considering the fact that I don't open up to people, our relationship was a big deal for me. Now, I'm just unsure about a lot of things...