So Friday I gave birth at 15 weeks 4 days I was in labor for two and half days and my doctors had me believing it was just gas and I was fine until Thursday night I was literally in Excruciating pain on my hands and knees. Friday morning I went back to the office and they were so short with me and said I should go to the hospital barely spending more then a minute with me leaving me alone in pain, this whole time I’m in active labor, when I got to the hospital my nurses checked me and told me I was in active labor and was contracting and basically there was nothing they could do. My nurses were wonderful at the hospital and I just wish every nurse and doctor were like them. I had my baby girl at 1:41 pm on Friday and she was seriously so beautiful and I’m heartbroken, I just don’t understand why this happened I am so lost and confused. I’ve been trying so hard to keep it together for my son but I’ve been crying and then falling into a slump. I just don’t even know everything happened so fast and it was the worst day of my life. I’m trying to stay positive as hopeful that I can get pregnant again in the near future and bring a baby home this time. Does anyone have experience with this or advice? I know the people around me are just trying to help me and be supportive but I’m sick of hearing I’m sorry and you can try again etc etc it hurts because I was already 15 weeks in with my little girl I thought I was taking her home. It’s hard to think about starting all over and going through everything. I’ve learned the hard way there is no safe zone. As hard as it is the only thing getting me through is the thought of getting pregnant again and holding a baby again.