My boyfriend and I had been dating for almost 2 years. He’s been emotionally and verbally abusive towards me. I have had a ton of anxiety about sex because of interactions I’ve had with people and me just being self conscious. As it’s been getting closer to our two year he had been pushing it more and more saying he just wants to slip it in and just been VERY inappropriate with it and gets mad. After months of crying almost every day I finally broke it off. I’m proud of myself but I feel so guilty. Any kind or helpful words would be wonderful.