So my husband and I have been together for almost 2 years now. And before we were together I told him that i am non binary. My preferred gender is male. And i mainly like girls. But him and I still got together and got married because well he didn't care he loved me for me. But since then he has been saying to everyone that he changed me from gay to straight. And he pretty much killed my male persona. And we got pregnant so that is fun the boobs I don't want are now bigger. And every time I look down I get mad and think I am ugly. I cant cut my hair anymore I just feel so lost. Not only that but he calls all my LGBTQ friends fags which in turn hurts me.i miss my binder my packer my guy clothes and my boxers. Thy were so much more comfy than these panknees bras are just uncomfortable. Yes I know that under all the clothes I am female. But that has just so much pressure I miss Alex me he was awesome and always had friends and was never limited to anything. But he is lost or trapped in the box along with me. I love my husband I just wish I could make him see. I think he is just scared of being looked at as gay. I mean I am considered bi. I mean I can let him think he is straight but what happens when I find Alex again.?