help me

Ok so I’m 14 and I don’t exactly want to ask my parents to take me to Spencer’s.. for a few years my go-tos have been my shower head, and recently my hand(s). And a few days ago I used a hair brush (I took the hair out first and washed it of course). I kinda get the hype about penetration now but I’m also realizing I took my own virginity with a brush. That’s sad. Does anyone have any better methods?