So embarrassed

Soooo I'm 2 days before my cycle is do a I'm super gassy.. The lasst few months I have cramped pretty badly before I start but this cycle it seems I have really bad gas and its stinky and it's never happened before lol... I have been very gassy a few days now and let's just say I'm glad the hubby has been working long hrs so I get the room to myself majority of the day.. I want to take a pregnancy test for some odd reason too but I'm not going down that route cause I already cried my ugly tears about just being moody and frustrated over wanting to be pregnant but every symptom is there that its coming except the gas, that's new .. huuuuuuuh 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️😭😭😂😂😂😂