When I was in highschool my ex had raped and abused me. He always told me that I’m a psychopathic bitch and I’ll never have a family, get married or be happy.... I blocked him on everything. Now I am married with a child and happy. But every once in awhile I crave justice.. I crave rubbing it in my exes face that he was wrong and that he’s the one who will never be happy, married or have a family. When I get like this I stare at the unblock and follow buttons, desperately wanting to show and prove to him that he’s wrong... I never do it since I don’t want him back in my life after what he did to me... and I feel so terrible that I crave rubbing it in his face... it’s been several years, SEVERAL years. I shouldn’t be feeling like this. Maybe it’s cause I feel like I deserve it? Idk... I respect the shit outta my husband and love him so I never unblock, but I’m always left with “what was I thinking? Why can’t I just let it go?”