I don’t know about you ladies, but I’m sick and tired of feeling like I’m crazy. We’ve been TTC for 1 Year now, following a miscarriage we had last year. Several months have gone by where I feel very obvious signs (pinching&tugging in my uterus around ovulation and then later on feels like implantation, moody, tired, sore boobs, nausea, I’ve even had round ligament pain when sneezing!!!) yet every single month, all my tests come back BFN! It’s heartbreaking, it makes me feel like I don’t even know my own damn body. It makes me feel CRAZY! Does anybody else go through these same symptoms all for nothing?! I spend every month thinking “this is it, time for 🌈 baby” only to get my heart broken. I hate this. How come people that don’t want babies get pregnant, and the ones desperately wanting a baby just can’t seem to make it happen. 😭 and everyone keeps pestering, “where’s baby #2?” And “better give your son a sibling before it’s too late” not realizing I’m already broken about it.

okay rant over. I needed to vent. This is the only place that I can do that with people who genuinely understand the struggle.