Sorry in advance for the essay but I’m home alone and deep in thought and figured you guys would get it #TWW

I had my 5 day FET on Thursday 24th and it went really really well, so happy. This is the 4th time and by far the best, least painful and definitely the quickest... in and out in 5 minutes. Thank you new doctor 🙏🏻

This round I had a uterus scratch, Intralipid and Tractocile intravenously and a uterus plasma transfer (PRP). Has anyone else had these??? I have no idea if they’ll actually help or not but I reallllllllyyy hope they do 🤞🏻

This journey has been absolutely heartbreaking and taken me to a whole new level of sadness. I’ve felt an immense amount of grief each time it hasn’t worked and struggled to get my head around doing it AGAIN. It just takes so much out of you as I know everyone here knows.

I recently found the British podcast Bigfatnegative and have been loving it, highly recommend! If you’re feeling blue and want to feel supported by others having a hard time with infertility go have a listen ♥️♥️

To those who’ve had positive tests congratulations, so so happy for you. You absolutely deserve this. To everyone still waiting to hear I hope this anxious time passes quickly, we’re all routing for ya.

And to those whose July FETS that have ended in negative pregnancy tests I’m so so sorry, it’s just not fair. I know how it feels and it absolutely sucks. Take time to heal and be kind to yourself, it’s not your fault. You couldn’t have done anything more to make this work and that’s an admirable thing xx