Well I woke up with soaked panties and it just kept coming went to the hospital to find out my water broke. All my fluid was gone so they tried to get me to induce but the baby wouldn't survive so I stayed in the hospital two days then went home to try to make it to 24 weeks and then they would admit me and give me steroid shots etc. but the next day I felt horrible. I went back to the hospital and found out my white blood cell count had doubled. Meaning I was getting a serious infection. So I delivered a baby boy 9 oz 9 inches on 9/25. He only survive less than an hour. I'm so hurt I don't know what to do. I feel like hurting myself. I just can't go on