Wasn’t prepared for this

Before baby, my boyfriend and I relationship was great. Post baby. I don’t know.. I don’t know if it’s me wanting more, or what but I feel physically stuck. When I became pregnant I got kicked out the house and lived with my boyfriend and his parent and still currently is. We planned to move out before baby got here with the money that we saved, but things didn’t happened as planned... all I do is work work work, same as him and we don’t really have any time together as we share a room with his younger brother and baby all cramped into one room. I don’t feel like myself anymore and honestly just want my own space. Problem is I live in New York and can’t afford my own place. Like I said before, I don’t know if it’s the fact that we are so cramped on space and not having time to ourself that I feel so distant or I’m really not here. I also feel really angry at myself for having my child in this type of condition.