36 weeks with twins. Feeling discouraged

Currently 36 weeks with mo/di girls. Scheduled for a c section on the 2nd of August. I just mentally/physically can’t not do it anymore. I want these babies out. I sound selfish but I’m so uncomfortable and in pain. I’ve been on maternity leave for 2 weeks and I’m going crazy just sitting at home. I’ve tried sex and walking to induce and nothing. I just want labor to start already 😭😭😭