11 months of TTC according to my <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> . after losing my first sep 2014. Must've been stress because the doctor said im healthy and young , yet still nothing . im beginning to not even feel like a woman . this should be the ONE THING we do better than men right? Ugh my mom wants a grandchild from me but i constantly tell her that me and my SO isn't trying . when truth is we do nothing but try . my little sister had her 3 baby two weeks after mine was suppose to be born . she's only 18 yrs old ! And her two oldest are in the system because she is incapable of taking care of them and the 5 month old is getting raised by my mother . my sister doesnt even appreciate the blessing God has gave her she is always running the streets not taking care of her newborn . my other sister is prego with her first baby and she still pops pills and smoke weed she is about 13 wks , and when i tell her to stop all she says is the doctor says my baby is healthy dont trip. She's 19. My best friend is prego with her rainbow baby and she doesnt even want the baby because its going to be half black and she wanna party . she constantly drinks smokes weed and cigarettes. She even tried to abort the baby ! Only cause of its race !!!! She's 21. I don't wanna question God tho ...