Hello everyone! Well I guess I'll start by saying I have Beautiful sassy 3 and half year old. After her I've had miscarriages, one at 5 weeks one at 7 weeks. A few days ago I was scheduled for a colonoscopy where they gave me a urine test and to my suprise it was positive! So I don't get that done but 2 weeks prior I had a test at urgent care and was negative. Anyways I am about 4 weeks along and I want to be excited and happy but in reality I am a wreck. I'm nervous, I'm scared, and worried. Every cramp I feel like is wrong, every time I go to the bathroom I just know theres going to be blood. This is awful. Any advice would be appreciated. Theres no one around me that knows what I'm going through so maybe someone can help?