This was the worst! Honestly, I would have much rather told them I robbed a bank or tattooed my face! It was so so sad and I should have waited just a little longer to open my fat mouth about the pregnancy. Now I’m soo upset with myself for disappointing them. I know they love me no matter what, but the sadness that came from my dad was horrible. And I feel like let them down majorly. I just feel so bad. When does this get better? I’m trying so hard to be strong and take this as a positive (it was my first time getting pregnant, so now I now I’m capable), but damn! Such a high and then such a blow in such a short time. I’m so confused.

Ugh just needed to vent to strangers who can relate.

Thanks for reading. I/we’ll be ok. One day at a time, right?! 😕