My body count is…

So I'm 20 and in my past I've liked a lot of guys , most used me, and some were a waste of time. My body count is 25 does that make me dirty or nasty? Sometimes I feel ashamed because I've started having sex at an early age due to being raped. And now I really like this guy and he would be #26 I just don't want him to screw me over like the others