My ex was someone i had fallen so in love with, he hurt me and left me the first time we dated, i didn’t have a relationship or anything for about 3 months until i finally allowed myself to catch feelings for this one guy, everything about him just made me feel okay again. his smile, his family, his personality is so amazing. But my ex went sober with his life, he left his girlfriend that was unhealthy for him, and changed himself a lot more then i’d ever expect, he came back into my life and obviously i still wasn’t completely over him. I couldn’t sit there with the new guy if i’m still in love with my ex, so i left... and it hurt just as bad. i’m now dating my ex again, and everything is going really good. and it all just seems so perfect and has for a month or so now, but everytime i see the guy i was talking to, my heart breaks and it just hurts more because i made such a great life for myself again with him, but all i’ve ever wanted since the day my ex left was for him to come back, and he’s changed so much, i just don’t know what to do, who to choose, or how to feel bc not only do i not want to hurt them, i dont want to hurt myself, but either way this is gonna hurt so bad.