I don't feel loved by my pregnant SO

We should be together I feel and we live apart. She doesn't want to see me  and it's been weeks. Unless it's a gathering we are both invited to, there is no desire from her to see me. I love and miss her so much and all the great times we spent together before this pregnancy happened. It wasn't an accident either, we both wanted it. I am left so confused without knowing what is on her mind and if she still wants me in her life. I feel as if she talks to me like any other guy with no affection even in the messages anymore. I am being patient as the 1st trimester is over already, but losing much sleep over not knowing if my lady still loves and wants me in her life. I have had a few emotional expressions towards this already and still I am left with confusion as its not a topic she wants to discuss, but says she wants our relationship.