Relationships

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Well my boyfriend of 2 1/5 years decided to break up with my this morning. He moved out at the beginning of this month because he said that work was getting busy (we live in the country so 45 mikes to work) so I figured he was just gonna stay there and come home when he could found out that he wasn’t even working and was just going off with his friends and started heavily drinking and while I was home sleeping he would call me in the middle of the night getting mad at me saying I wasn’t home and I was out whoring around and since he moved out and hasn’t been around me he’s been drunk and has been to jail 3 times over drinking and I went and seen him yesterday and he tried kicking me out of his friends house first until he came out and then proceeded to tell me he loved me and he wanted us to work and he’s going to treatment and he was still coming to my cousins wedding with me 7-27-19 and so leaving with weight lifted shoulders and a happy heart I went home did the rehearsal dinner and started setting things up and my phone was gonna die and i barely have service where the reception is so I messaged him saying my phone was gonna die and I’ll talk to him later and he bombarded my phone with messages and threatS and demanding my location and screenshots of the service etc and so I did I have nothing to hide and it’s crazy to me because while he “was working in town” he would go missing for days sometimes a full week and I never demanded anything and he was drinking which god knows who and doing god knows what so I told him I never meant to make him mistrust me and I was going to bed so I can get a full nights rest before tomorrow and I couldn’t wait to see him and he woke me up three times last night saying I was hiding something from him and he can’t be with a evil C**t like me and I don’t deserve to be at his funeral and all that idk what to think or how to feel I lost my best friend but I know this alcoholic isn’t my boyfriend 😞💔 I just needed to share because I literally have no one to vent to or talk about him with